Date:	2005-07-04 18:41
Subject:	Life is good, no matter what...
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	Nadiya - Si Loin de Vous

I'm self-centered. Guffaw. Deal with it?

I don't need to worry. As long as I live the best I can right now, I'm guaranteeing the best future for myself.

Take that.

I am angry. Angry that he is so nonchalant. I assume that our relationship was meaningless, then. However, we both invested in it; maybe his was only half-hearted. I wish to be less emotional and he to have more feelings.

From a schoolmate:

"My new theory is that one can determine if a guy is a keeper or not by checking if he enjoys having his nipples played with. This is based off that recent study showing that oxytocin facilitates trust; men that enjoy having their nipples stimulated must have better-developed oxytocin release systems and/or more bountiful supplies of oxytocin, making them more apt to be emotionally responsive. It seems to be working so far, but I need to increase my sample size so the distributions can get a nice, hard erection as sigma decreases by the central limit theorem."

I miss playing with a special someone's nipples.  I want to grope his truncated sigma again, to feel both our curves cocked: high tension in the foreground of forbidden pleasure.